Another piece of me wilts when I stumble across small tokens of you, reminding me of what I once had and so sadly had lost. But as it dawns on me, deeply as I grow, I still know that this was how life chose to go. I know it's being kind to me, but I know once you starting using hope instead of fear, and think of the future and not yesteryear, that it’ll be sweeter to you, too.
It's so easy to fall culprit to the pit of self doubt
To find yourself obsessing over the words you won’t spout
And instead of shout, they just churn in your mind
They wriggle and worm to what feels like the end of time
I wish it’d let go - I wish it would just leave
Wish I could shake the depreciation and somehow perceive
Myself in the way that I really should do now.
I don’t want to do this anymore, just beat myself down.
To worry about words, to worry about making a sound.
Instead of passively hum, I just want to scream it out loud.
Where have you been hiding?
What impeccable timing.
And the stars, they are aligning…
How you almost missed the show.
And I’ll float here like a feather;
I don’t know whether, I’m too soft?
I had landed in the shadows,
It was too easy for me to be lost.
Taken from my song 'Feather'