Content or just complacent?

Positively,⁣

Honestly,⁣

Sensitive⁣.

To every. little. ripple...

The stickler⁣ -

Of my Hope,⁣

Endurance⁣

And⁣

Patience.⁣

I do it too much, you know?

Waste my time.⁣

Caught between a wanting so bad,⁣

And a needing for nothing at all.⁣

Tall order.

Constant doubt.⁣

The willingness to ride the wave,⁣

Yet happy to go without.⁣

One day I’ll pout

Tout the audience before me -

Next day the drought ⁣

Helps to water the tree.⁣

Everyday the changing⁣

Rearranges my outlook,

Most my time,

I’d much rather⁣,

Write my short lifetime book...

Pepper it with words⁣

Versed quiet and quaint;

Speak to the world - patiently,

Between the lines I paint.⁣⁣

23/06/19

JETPACK SUNSET 🌅

Violently pastel sky

Setting sick notions array;

Paletted and popped

On my tongue like a pill,

Transcending the clouds

With no adhesive thrill.

But pure ecstasy

Without a narcotic push;

An annihilation

Of the dark space -

The gold hour rush.

Beyond the burgundy

Gore of my thoughts,

An alchemic rusting

Of my previous haunts;

Shooting from the pessary -

The airline budget strand,

He looks at me brightly

As I hold tightly his hand.

Talking of the future

We race through the sky,

No chase for elation

Naturally,

Ending the flight on a high.

Eyes

Blinking, honest

Inverted moons,

My negative space

Cut out his glow

With my gloom.